First off, I want to thank you all. I woke up yesterday morning to post yesterday’s post and I had this nervous fear that something bad would happen. I don’t exactly know what. I will say that hitting the “publish post” button was hard for me. It was like finally admitting once and for all what’s going on. I knew once I put it out there I couldn’t take it back.
I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. And you all helped me with that. Reading all your comments made me realize that I am really lucky to have my life touched by all of you. Along with my family and my “real life” friends, I feel like I have this amazing support system and that helps so much.
I will say that if it seems like I’m acting nonchalant sometimes it isn’t because I don’t care. Things have been this way for awhile and although admitting it once and for all was a hard step I feel like I’ve had a lot of time for this to sink in. I know I’ll bounce back and I’m actually really excited to see what the future holds for me.
As for this blog… obviously, I’ve been making some changes around here. And I plan to continue to make changes. I eventually will be changing my URL and a few other tweaks. But otherwise my blog will stay mine. And as I said before, I hope you all will continue to ride this rollercoaster with me.
Again, thank you from the bottom of my heart. Having support from all of you means the absolute world to me.