I won’t go into all of it. Generally I have no issue with putting all my thoughts into the WWW, however there are some people involved that I know would have an issue with that. I will just say that Monday night I ended up crying through most of Gossip Girl and True Life and feeling like a huge jerk. I really don’t feel like I’m in the wrong but I’m someone who feels guilty about pretty much everything so right now my heart just hurts with the amount of sadness and guilt I’m feeling. I hate it.
Then yesterday morning my financial aid adviser emailed me with all my financial aid awards right before our phone meeting. As I was looking through it I realized my loans would NOT cover my tuition. Which pretty much means I can’t go to school. With me still being unemployed, Dustin and I are JUST making ends meet. So of course I started to freak out a little bit. Especially because this school is PERFECT. I’d be taking all my classes online, which would be amazing, especially if we do end up moving in the fall. However, somehow my admissions adviser must have read my mind because he called me to let me know I can apply for another loan that will cover the rest of my costs. THANK GOD. So I had my meeting with my financial aid adviser and then I had to have a meeting with my academic adviser, who was kind of a weirdo. But nonetheless, I am registered for classes and getting my aid squared away.
I really feel like I need another vacation. I think it’s just coming back and having one stressful thing after another happening.
The GOOD thing is that I’m pretty sure Dustin and I are going to be looking into somewhere to live in or near Tampa! We decided if we were going to make the move we were going to really go for it. And we’ve heard pretty darn good things about the area! Right now we’re looking into lots of apartments online and between now and the fall we’re going to try to save up some money for the road trip we’ll have to take in order to move. While a part of me is like, “Wait, no more MOA! Wait, no more drive in! Wait, no more autumn!” most of me is so ready and excited for the change!
Anyway, hopefully the rest of the week will be better. And I have classes to look forward to VERY SOON!